Maybe I do need new shoes? These boots are still good though. They don’t really have anything of decent quality in here anyway, just cheap knock offs and replicas. Maybe I’ll take some laces and insoles. They’ll make surviving this hell hole a bit easier.

He shakes his head side to side to sharpen his focus and, finding the starting position of this particular entry, begins reading:

Killing was almost like an addiction at one stage. Not an actual addiction though - I only done it as part of my job, not as some way to relieve stress or get a kick.

I remember the same feeling when I was addicted to girls in my early 20’s or porn in my late teens though. The satisfaction of conquering something.