blonde, brunette or a red head this weekend? It didn’t matter; they were just faceless drones in a giant ant colony.
He sits back in the chair. This last passage explains a few things to him. The mentality that gave birth to such a lifestyle must have been extremely detached from reality.
Steve: “Faceless drones”. An easy way to dehumanise people.
Facing this old version of himself now, while difficult, was an awakening of sorts.
To deny reality any longer would serve no purpose, if anything, facing it head on would be the very thing that kept him alive.
He flicks to the last passage in the notebook to see if there is something